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Post by Kingswood Polak on Dec 27, 2021 10:48:19 GMT
I would love to have that peace right now. Now that I’m with a Polish woman, I don’t get any of that as its been constant and i mean persistent drinking of the hard stuff and i really am not enjoying it, i would bloody kill for that peace right now. Then don't drink?? Yes, that would be ideal but it has caused massive friction and it’s like i am an alien who sees alcohol and the biggest evil on this planet. I have never known such peer pressure in my life. It’s caused several arguments as I didn’t drink yesterday. I am now officially the grinch but bugger it, this life is not a popularity contest and im no longer playing that game. It’s opened my eyes to a lot and there will be changes Hugo. Sorry for going on but many keep on believing that because the meds make me look alright ( steroids), that i am healthy. I intend to live longer and not get into drinking competitions with people in their 20’s PS apologies for the ridiculous wording before i edited it as yet another argument has ensued and i lost my calmness. Love a pint or 3 when going to or watching football but normally do not drink, at all. I would be doing a massive disservice to all that helped me if i were to drink that chance away. I just wish some would genuinely make an effort to understand that, without the steroids, i would be skeletal and be, very literally, laying my life on the line. Damn, i wish i never had to keep bringing this up.
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